DECLARATION UNDER PENALTY OF PERJURY PURSUANT TO 28 USCA 1746
I, Devvon Gardner declare and state as follows:
Name of Program:
Cross Creek Manor
Location of Program:
La Verkin, Utah
Period of Internment (MM/YY to MM/YY)
1994-1996
Declarative Statement
I am almost 34 years old now. I was an “insubordinate” unlikely to be brain washed girl of 14 when I was sent to live at Cross Creek Manor in Utah by a single mother who was unfortunately easily manipulated by an abusive new husband and a money hungry equally manipulative and more abusive rising empire. In my 18 months, I like many others experienced physical restraint, isolation for periods exceeding a month without human contact, and inadequate clothing for the temperatures I was exposed to as part of punishment, ridiculous spaces smaller than a kennel for a dog in which my days were to be spent on constantly monitored cameras writing fictional accounts of punishable situations in which I was to take all of the blame.. “accountability” in every way imaginable.
I was repeatedly threatened and punished for any truthful correspondence to my parents or grandparents about actual daily life in the “program” and I was more than once taunted and physically taken down to the ground and held with excessive body weight there, as I was told I gave a “look” that suggested I would attempt to flee from 5 grown men through the door of basically a closet. 18 months later I went home to live a life I have recently learned is the common better outcome of similar survivors in the sane facility with me, 10 plus years of heavy drug use trying desperately to find our way back to normal and try to understand what family and humanity means.
I give WWASPSurvivors permission to use this statement. I declare under penalty of perjury that the foregoing is true and correct.
Executed on(date: MM/DD/YY): 10/27/2013
Devvon, its Jacqui the one you were in G group with ! You have been in my thoughts ever since I left! I am so happy that your ok in a way … Well you alive and thats great! I hated seeing what they did to you, it haunts me to this day! Idk if you remember me I had freakles and was the one who said you should switch groups to mine cause it was less horrible. I think I got in trouble for sticking up for you when I first got there .
Hi Jacqui! This is Andrea from H group. We encountered G group from time to time. You had good energy and I thought you were kind from your manner, although we did not get to interact very much.
I wish all those who are reading this excellent healing and recovery from this terrible drama there was forced on us as kids.