I WENT THERE IN 2014 WHEN I WAS 9 YRS OLD I REALLY DONT LIKE FACILITIES BECAUSE WHEN I WAS ADOPTED AT THE AGE OF 7 FROM THAT AGE TO NOW BEING A 17 YR OLD FEMALE STILL INNA FACILITY I UNDERSTAND MY FIRST DAY THERE I WAS REALLY UPSET CUZ IT WAS A NEW ENVIRONMENT AND MY FIRST LONG TERN FACILITY AT THE TIME I HAD CALMLY ASKED MY TEACHER TO SIT IN THE HALLWAY OUTSIDE THE CLASSROOM BECAUSE I WAS HAVING A MENTAL BREAK DOWN SHE SAID IT WAS OK BUT THEN I HEARD HER CALL ONE OF THE STAFF AND SHE TOLD THEM I WAS BEING DISRUPTIVE BUT I WASNT UNTIL THE STAFF WERE SCREAMING AT ME AND TELLING ME TO GET UP I CAN TBE ON THE FLOOR I SAID I CANT RIGHT NOW IM REALLY SAD AND I NEED A BREAK PLEASE THEY SAID THERES NO BREAKS DURING SCHOOL MIND YOU IM IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL SO I HAVE ONE CLASS ALL DAY HE SAID NO BREAKS DURING SCHOOL THEY ONLY ASKED ME TO GET UP TWICE NOT EVEN CARRYING THAT I WAS CLEARLY UPSET SO I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A REALLY TALL GIRL AT THAT AGE I WAS ALREADY BOUT 5″9 AND THEY CALLED TWO OTHER MEN OVER THEY PICKED ME UP THEY MAN HANDLED ME AND PICKED ME UP BY FORCE FORCE SO IM DOING EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO GET OUT OF THIS RESTRAINT INCLUDING DROPPING MY DEAD WEIGHT WHICH USUALLY WORKS BUT EVEN WHEN I DID THAT THEY STILL JUST CONTINUED TO DRAG ME TO THE SECLUSION ROOM IN THAT COTTAGE IN THAT METAL DOORED BRICK ROOM AND THEY KEPT HOLDING ME NO MATTER WHAT EVEN IF I WAS NOT MOVING BUR AGGRESSIVELY EXPRESSING MY EMOTION VERBALLY THEY PUT SPIT GUARDS ON MY FACE EVEN THO I DIDNT SPIT I WAS JUST CRYING LAYING ONMY BACK SO OF COURSE IM GONNA BE CHOKING ON MY SPIT AND THEM PUTTING A SPIT GUARD ON MY FACE WAS MAKING IT HARDER FOR ME TOO BREATH AND THE SPIT KEPT GOING BACK INTO MY MOUTH CAUSING ME TO CHOKE MORE MIND YOU ALL OF THIS WAS MY FIRST MORNING NOT THE 2ND OR 3RD DAY MY FIRST MORNING EVERY TIME I OVERLY EXCESSIVELY CRIED THEY WOULD PUT ME INNA RESTRAINT CAUSE THEY SAID I COULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING TO HURT SOME ONE BUT I WAS JUST CUSSING AND SCREAMING AND EVERY DAY I WOULD BE SEDATED WITH A OIL BASED SEDATION SHOT THEY WOULD PUT IT IN OUR ARM IF WE WERE COMPLIANT IF WE WEREN’T AND WERE NOT ALREADY INNA RESTRAINT THEY WOULD MAN HANDLE ME WITH MEN NO FEMALES THEY WOULDN’T ALLOW FEMALES TO RESTRAINT ME BECAUSE I WAS TOO STRONG AND AGGRESSIVE AND WOULD SLAM ME ON THE FLOOR AND PUT THE SHOT IN MY BUTT BU BECAUSE OF MY HEIGHT AND ABILITY TO BE STRONGER THAN MY AVERAGE AGE THEY WOULD GIVE MORE SHOTS THEN ASSIGNED TO SEDATE ME FASTER AND LONGER THEN THE LONGER I WAS THERE THE WORSE MY RESTRAINTS AND PUNISHMENTS GOT ONCE I WAS THERE FOR AT-LEAST A MONTH THEY PUT ME IN A COTTAGE THAT WAS ONLY FOR THE MESS UPS THE DAILY AGGRESSORS AND WE WOULD HAVE TO WERE UNIFORMS WITH HOLE IN THEM WE COULD ONLY GET ONE BLANKET NO MATTER JOW COLD IT WAS AND WE WERE NOT ALLOWED TO SLEEP IN THAT HOUSE(LONE PEAK) WAS THE NAME FOR IT ANYWAYS WE COULD NOT SLEEP IN THAT HOUSE UNTIL IT WAS TIM FOR BED NUT IF WE DID GO TO SLEEP WE WOULD STAY THERE LONGER AND BEING IN LONE PEAK WAS ALSO PAUSING OUR PROGRAM THE LONGER WE WERE THERE AND IT WAS LIKE ADULT PRISON IN THAT HOUSE IT WAS LIKE YOU HAD TO BE SOMEONES BITCH IN THERE BUT KNOWING THAT IM 9 AND STILL KNOW THAT THATS NOT COOL I WAS THERE FOR A LONG TIME LONGEST WAS ABOUT 2 MONTHS IN LONE PEAK CUZ 1 IM NOT NOBODY BITCH AND 2 THEIRS NO WAY IM LETTING PEOPLE RUN ME OVER AND STAFF DID NOTHING SO WHEN I GOT TIRED OF FIGTING FOR MYSELF I GOT BEAT UP ALMOST EVERY DAY FOR MY LAST 2 WEEKS IN LONE PEAK AND I WAS CRYING CUZ IM UPSEY MIND YOU IM STILL 9YES OLD I DONT LOOK MY AGE EVER BUT HEY K EW HOW OLD I WAS AND LIKE I SAID I WAS CRYING AND A GIRL GOT MAD CUASE SHE WAS CUSSING AT THE STAFF BOUT HER PROBLEMS IM JUST CRYING CUZ ITS OVERWHELMING AND SHE THREW A BIG ASS COLLEGE TEXT BOOK AT MY HEAD OF COURSE IMMA CRY MORE AND THE STAFF TOLD ME TO SHUT UP OR CEY QUIETER SO YEAH I DELT WITH ALL THIS FOR 7 MONTHS we also had numbersfor everything as if we were inmates in a penitentry or something. AND TO THIS DAY ON 8-26-24 IM NOW 17 YEARS OLD AND STILL IN ANOTHER FACILITY LIKE C’MOM MOM WHEN DOES THIS END!
